that allergy

[that allergy]
she
makes
me
sick
to my stomach

the way she acts
brings hives to my skin
like an allergic reaction
making me erase all of her from my
body with out of control itching

the way she looks
makes my throat distend
closing off the circulation of o2
to my brain
which is ok cause it erase past pains

the way she speaks
makes me so hot my
temp accelerates sending me into
dilirium and convulsions
putting me in a state of
severe confusion
which is why i tend to forget that
she
is
me

sending myself into
anaphylactic shocks cause i
refuse to treat myself with
a dose of self love
and
until i do i will forever
be
that
allergy
©Iba O