17 June 2009


as you requested ... you may have all of me
devour my mentals and make love to my soul
sending my thoughts into an orgasmic cipher allowing the cryptography to be read by only us
i desire you
the scent of your skin
the taste of your words
the imitation of your love
please stay
i need you in every way
this thirst for you has been a key essential of my survival and i've noticed i dont want to do
anything to control it
and when i lay
long to have your skin touch mine
waking to the rise of the sun thanking the creator for yet another day that i
may wake up to your face
we were blessed
you are...life
you are...happiness
you are...the epitome of what life after death will be allowing me to be at peace with parting
you are the embodiment of all my hopes
i will....
open my existence for you
King you...
are my rhythm
King you...
motivate my pen
King you...
are exquisite
my meditations have yet to make me feel as tho they were heard until now
i agree; this is rare
i'll never react towards another as i do for you
i crave you
spiritually, you make high
you feed into my wants
one phone call at a time
please stay....
longer each time
i can only ponder how you make others feel
if she has your heart sealed
i am Queen
lets not worry about tomorrow because it is not promised
lets not worry about yesterday because it is gone
live for this moment
enjoy its gifts to you
and i...
i could have just said that your were in my thoughts but that would have been too cliche
and my randomness and bluntness is what has us
where we are now
King, i am wide open for you
stroke me gently
and please take your time
hello was a few days ago
but there will never be a good bye



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the bathroom had a
slight bit of a chill as i undressed

but i knew the water
would most definitely keep me warm

i lit the candles sitting on the cabinet

the ones by the window

the ones near the shower

turned on the water

climbed in

it was warm
but not as warm as my shell was
for she yearned for some attention

so i gave in

and i touched her
massaging her lips
allow the water to fall down her tongue


and at this moment nothing could feel better

i put my back
against the wall

my foot
on the edge of the shower

and i went in

telling her how much i missed her
with come to me finger motions

and she got wetter
i got wetter
as i pounded harder

so hard
i found myself sitting on the floor of the shower

legs spread
imagining you in between them


i close my eyes and rested my head
against the wall
and began to summon you

i pictured your physic

i smelled your scent

i whispered your name

and right as i was about to reach my peak
i saw you
on the opposite side of the shower glass
and becoming turned on

you slide the door back
got into the shower with me
and stood me up

finishing with your hand
what i started with mine

you began

kissing my neck
slide down to my shoulder
and then to my breast
allowing your fingers to go deeper each time...